looking back

I spent some time just now looking back into the past and trying to figure out how much I've matured.
I used to keep a diary which was frequently collecting dust as I could not bother to update it. However, it kind of was sufficient to help me think about some things. The diary was kept from around the last few months of 2006.
Okay... so my entries were always about my primary school classmates. I wrote in a gay way also =X. I wrote about Timothy, EnYong, MingXuan, MingRui, Zoey, Samantha and all those who were closer to me in my P6 days, about Jody, Azhari and Jeneva when I was in P4, all my arguments with YeYin, and the time where I was obsessed with pop and hip-hop music, haha. I kind of found it silly but I was a good read, even though it was really, really gay-ed out. I also wrote about how tense I felt when I received my PSLE results and when I first stepped into Ngee Ann for registration, and I pictured how we had to sit in a circle and introduce ourselves.
I wrote about the games we played during Orientation, the part where we had to tie our feet together, about me slacking away during my previous CCA and watching my classmates play soccer from the volleyball court. Also, I wrote about the time I went to watch the volleyball match against NYGH and the tuna sandwich Isaac bought for me to eat in the excursion bus.
I wrote about the time when me and my friends had IT enrichment and ate cup noodles on a rainy day. I wrote about a lot of things which happened in my Sec 1 life, like my first lunch with HuiJie and Pearlyn, the fight between Jasper and me, and lots more.
This is such a silly post. But, it makes me think back about the happier things that happened in 2007, the relationships I sparked with my classmates which grew colder in time.
My parents had this totally crazy idea to transfer my brother to Poi Ching so he can take HCL. I hope that doesn't work out, 'cause if he can't handle it, don't let him take it. Even though his Chinese is loads better than me when I was his age -.- I can't help it if English is just my language what. I DID score an A1 for Chinese before alright :) At least I'll still have English to give me an A. (which is really hard so I'm going to tyco. I got 72 so far.)