Don't even feel like blogging, but after thinking about some things, I've decided to type it out. My keyboard is screwing up on me, so it's kind of difficult.
I feel so relaxed. I'm actually happy to be away from the things that makes school the way it is - class, teachers, staying back to study with my friends. I don't really give two hoots about the assignments I have to complete during the holidays. I'm happy to be away from the pressure that always make me competitive. Determination, perseverance, confidence... I'm happy to not hear all these words anymore. Streaming year has been fun, but more of tiring. I'm happy that I don't have to hear all these "Hey, I did badly too" although you got higher marks than me, "I've got to work harder" when I got higher marks than you and "I have to chiong like siao, I'm not going to give in to Maple anymore" when the exams were coming. These six weeks are going to be something light on my shoulders. Sure, there's still the usual holiday assignments, but I feel as if I have gone through a turbulent school semester. I'm glad it's over. I'm glad all the thoughts that cloud my head during all my long bus rides home are over. I'm glad I don't have to think about how much my friends get for their tests and exams and take a peek at report slips anymore. I'm glad I'm going through these six weeks of rest.
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