26.3.08

what happened to us?

I'm sorry.
I had to tell Yi Ren that you hated him, after a year.
You treated him like a friend, but I realised that it made him look stupid, he doesn't even know WHY you hated him, even I don't know why...
I finally disillusionned him. I think that's the right thing to do.
Why would you want to be a person's friend when you hate them?
There's already an example in my class. I feel really sorry.
It's the worst thing that can happen, really.
You find him offensive and immature... then why pretend to be his friend when your judgement of Yi Ren was so bad?
And you even said that you didn't trust us, I guess the main reason was because we're closer to Yi Ren before.
How can you turn it on others just because you hate him?
We ignored you? You're always with your "emo" attitude, we didn't speak to you because you would become really irritable if we did so.
A person is not created to be judged by others.
You're not the only person who bleeds when they cut you in the heart.
Exactly what did he do wrong? Attempted to murder you? Sabotaged you?
Your mindset about him was wrong. I don't understand why you wanted to hate him.

Do you treat me as a friend?
You made me doubt so.
After a year, you still didn't know anything about me, what I liked, what's my birthday... I know this is trivial.
That's what a basic friend is supposed to know and understand.
Do you?
I'm disappointed.

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