worst friday

T.G.I.F. not, because thank God this Friday is over.
It was the worst Friday ever in my secondary school life.
Hmm... firstly, I was quite insulted during recess. Because i have taken the last straw, I was very sad throughout the rest of school.
During Mr Ong's class (CME and SE), he shared with us several accounts of my classmates' blogs.
I have no idea how he bypassed the password script, and eventually I knew that YiRen meddled with it after I had set the script for him.
Anyway, it was a very uptight lesson as everyone was reading his usually vulgar post. After that, he broke down and cried. It was quite normal and if a person was screening a no-teachers blog to the whole class, I might very well do the same.

Okay, here is where the rants start.

After YiRen finished crying, Jonah said that they were fake tears. I was pretty ticked off by that remark but I decided not to say anything. He is one stupid immature classmate anyway. When i asked if Jasmine did give Mr Ong all our blog addresses, I was pretty shocked as I knew he had my blog address. I went furious and asked Jasmine why she gave Mr Ong the whole class' blogs. She then claimed that it was her fault and started crying. Although i am quite angry that she revealed all our blogs and placing them at risk of being privacy-invaded, I was quite guilty as I put all the blame on her.
Then, this damn fucking thing happened. Jonah showed me the middle finger and that's when I got really pissed off. I tolerated you for a whole year, your insults, mean jokes etc. but it doesn't give you a sense of being my superior. So please fuck off and get a life, alright?

After school, things calmed down pretty great. I apologised to Jasmine and was relieved that she didn't mind. I attended Higher Mother Tongue lesson with YiRen and HuiYen too.

I was also quite sad today as someone kept trying to tell me off.
Can you please show me some respect, as a friend?
From the start, I helped you in things. True, you tell me amazing and funny stories and teach me interesting facts. You aid me in my Maths homework. But i need to have some due respect from you.
You said that I didn't contribute to the IPW team at all when I worked a whole afternoon with you online. I coded the whole website from scratch and yet you still accused me as a free-rider. What about the rest? While i was with you doing the work, they were busy not bothering about it.
I didn't mind. I let the matter rest, I decided to patch things up.
You then gave me a pretty bad attitude with all those crude remarks like I'm selfish, irresponsible and stupid. I tolerated and decided not to retort. I let the matter rest hoping that we would be better friends.
I then realised that I was the only person you dare to insult straight to my face. I was pretty upset and angry, but I didn't mind.
You continued to say hurtful words like I was stupid and I couldn't do anything. You discouraged me a lot and I don't know if we could be friends.
On your birthday, I gave you a present. Not only did you just walk away without uttering a "thank you", you didn't give me a present in return. Although i am fine with it, you still said that I didn't appreciate just the slightest of your help because I didn't say "thank you". It seems like you did not get your dose of "pot calling kettle black".
Soon, you became even more distant from me. You have changed.
Now, i find it harder to communicate to you. All i need from you is some respect. I am a human too, will I not bleed if you cut me in the heart?

Okay, this has been a really long post.
I'm quite tired.
Bye.